Everything in my gallery looks like shit. I need to get myself together. Post some real art. Show that I've actually improved and am still motivated. If I'm looking to get a degree in illustration and/or animation like in my dreams, I gotta make that happen with some good ole hard work and improvement. Gotta stop fartin around. Shove all this useless family drama to the corner. Not to mention my friend who keeps trying to ask me out every time he sees me. Not only have I told him several times that I'm not interested, but that I actually have affections for someone else?? Not that that's important either, cause even if he's hinted that he'd date me sometime in the future, he ain't gonna be asking for my hand anytime soon, as much as I'd love that. Even though the guy that keeps asking for me is nice and all, he's starting to make me feel guilty and I don't want to suddenly just date him out of guilt. I've always been unsure about the guy because I was sure he was just asking because I'm the only girl he knows that he hasn't dated and that he's lonely. None of his relationships last longer than two months, and there was a point where he admitted to me that he thinks we'd be together for a solid two months. (I don't exactly want to be another addition to his belt, thank you) Dating isn't exactly important to me. I mean, later on I know it will since I want to marry and all that, but for right now, studying and preparing myself is more important than anything else. And keeping friendships. Cause I'd rather die than not be able to talk to my wonderful friends. They've always kept me together and in good moods. Hopefully they feel the same way about me. I try to be a good person, even if I am quiet sometimes, which can lead to boring silences. Le sigh. Insecurities away...

Wait a second, this was supposed to be something motivational. :I I seriously got to stop pissing about and do stuff. Better stuff.